Tried AZO for the 1st time..

So I decided to try AZO for my UTI since I don't have insurance or the kind of $ to go to the Dr to get antibiotics. I took it yesterday & totally had a freak out moment when I peed later in the day. I wiped & my toilet paper was orange! I was like wth is wrong with my period, but when I got up all my pee was orange & then I remember oh yeah that pill. I picked the perfect time to start taking them lol since my period is due. It's hard to tell since I mainly see orange when I wipe, but there was a time yesterday & today that I saw pink. I'm pretty sure that it's my period, but I won't believe it's true until I see it get heavier. I just don't understand how things work. We try our damn hardest to get pregnant & nothing, but the people that are far from wanting children or ready for them get pregnant in a blink. We deserve a baby as much as anyone else, we have so much love to give & no baby to shower in it. I've been trying my hardest not to be stressed out about all this, but sometimes it's hard. Sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball & be done with it all. I feel like a very cruel joke is being played on us. Everyone keeps saying, "It'll happen when it happens", "God has a plan, just trust in him", "Maybe right now isn't the right time", etc. Who is to decide when we're ready or when we deserve to get through a full on pregnancy & receive a precious baby in the end? It should be us, not anyone else.